This has getting completely annoying where my depression is trying to control my life with the anxiety. I'm on my meds now to control it because I can felt a bad one coming last night feeling totally down in the dumps. I didn't get any bad images of myself (thank god) this time. I'm dealing a lot of crap it has been stressing me out..

First.. my ex boyfriend got me sick on the day he left back home and had to dump his *** (online was cool but Real life made it a complete hell) , Second my hearing got a lot worse since it was five years ago.. for years no one not even BELIEVE ME until now which i have to do another mri, and last week I had to remove the strange bump out of my right big toe avoiding me to do certain activities.. (I wanted to cry so bad my sister invited to go to six flags)

The only workout I can do is yoga for now on the wii (the New U) and puzzles but other games i can't. I been crying in silence and try to fight it before i hang out with my sister tomorrow.