Thanks. I just don't understand what a therapist could possibly do to help me at this point. I've realized recently that I have no real goals. I have stuff I'm working towards just to put up a front for others, but I don't want to actually DO anything. I'm sick of school (7 years of higher education and counting), I don't want a job (nothing appeals to me), I just want to disappear. I really hope for an early ending sometimes. All I have going for me is I'm kinda intelligent, except I couldn't finish my last graduate program and now I already feel so stupid in this new one and I'm taking two of my classes with undergrads (they're 400 level courses) and still suck. My professor seemed to think his first exam was super easy and I only managed a C. I just dread the rest of my program (should take 3 yrs), but I need something to help me get some kind of job and not be such a useless failure. A therapist can't help with that and none of the previous ones have helped with my anxiety and attachment issues, bc they're as bad as ever. I only stayed as long as I did because I knew my old T's really think I should be in therapy to address this stuff, but I don't see the point anymore. And I feel like I huge baby for being such a mess when my problems are nothing compared to so many others.