I know, it makes me very sad, I did not want to part with him, I am not allowed to cats or dogs here. But I needed this housing as it it low income. He was a really good dog, and pugs are such great company, so many anticks.

My daughter has a hamster but it's soo hyper all the time. I get a lot of deer in my yard but can't really pet them either.

I think I am just emotional lately, I have been crying at commercials, and feeling very sentimental. Not bad tears either, just overwhelmed with feeling empathy I dunno.

And ya the not being able to chill out thing, I am not even working yet, feeling like I should enjoy my last days of freedom with some chill time. But I always find myself busy, and when I am not busy I make busy happen. I don't even sit to eat.

Hah I saw these awesome round huge chairs, I want one so bad but they are like $1000, today I saw these huge pillowy dog beds and I thought that'll do...that'll do.

... or...

Yeah maybe a dog bed isn't a good idea, like where does your head go??