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Oct 03, 2012, 01:35 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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NO! It would just start the whole ball rolling again. Any alcohol is going to start the abuse and the wanting to get smashed again. You won't be able to have just a social drink -- you will HAVE to get totally wasted!
So you'll end up ruining the birthdays, concerts, special occasions because you'll get snockered. One is too many and 100 isn't enough. It just won't work to TRY to drink socially -- or drink leisurely at home. You won't be able to do it. 
JUST DON'T DRINK. And get some support and go to AA meetings where your anxiety will be helped immensely!! You will meet others just like YOU. They will tell their story, but you'll swear they're telling YOUR story.  You will make life-long friends. They won't dump you either. They will give you their phone numbers for times when you're having trouble NOT picking up a drink. They'll help you thru that.
Please go to some meetings. If you don't like one meeting, find nother that you like better. But please go. Alcohol KILLS. It almost killed my son, who is right now recuperating from complete liver failure! He came within HOURS of dying -- but God saved him.
I wish you the very best -- and keep posting. We'll be here for you. Hugs, Lee 
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The truth shall set you free but first it will make you miserable..........................................Garfield
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