Quick update,

First of all, i love you guys. Thanks for the input.
Today the blah's have slid into a full blown depression. I just want to scream.

Dailyhealing: Mental illness has seperated me from all my friends but i have been checking out meetup.com to try and get out more. I am also gonna sign up for a tai chi class. Isolation...is a problem for me.

jelly bean: I do study and practice magic as a hobby. Lately i just have no interest. Hmpf..maybe i'll read through some of my old books i haven't touched in a while.

Tru_Butterfly: Music does help! Funk music always makes me feel good, in fact im gonna listen to some right now.

This forum is helping my sanity, for sure.

Thank you