Aww James, sometimes we try so hard to keep it all together, and just comes apart anyways. I know. It's ok.
Overwhelmed, sometimes you have to shove some of it off, to get be able to breath. I hope you can.
Well you can't be really nothing, I have been delusional in a long time. Not making you up. Some weird dream.
I hope you will be ok if you are not, I am around if you wanna yell, cry, flip.. Can't sleep so I am here, I won't let you fall, if you lean over.
Much love to you my friend!

I have faith in you, you can fight back.