I cannot stop crying....!

at least until I want to breath..!

never knew I could be so messed up I'm no monkey I'm just a boy sad a man so tired of this all this...

and my energy won't let me go I just want to lie down and cry to sleep

but I won't let myself....F.ck!.....!!

I just want to rest it's been too long I'm so sorry

please let me go from this!...

I just want to rest my mind is killing me

my mind is killing me I hate it what it does to me I

am so

sorry