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Old Oct 03, 2012, 08:22 AM
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Originally Posted by Clinte89 View Post
I feel you feeling like a lab rat it's terrible to always being told try this Um no that went bad try this its like the age old question of which wire to cut no one knows lol if I where you I would t mind feeling like I was toking up everyday that could be nice lol
It would be nice, if I could actually function better like this. I will admit I like the floating feeling, but I also have a very addictive personality, and a lot of times the two don't mix, but I'll float as long as the pdoc says to. I just want to find something that works before it tears my relationship apart. We've been together over three years, and we're looking at getting married in December (well, I should say civil unionized) and if I lost this, I'm not sure I'd survive it. Just the thought of it makes me panic. Luckily my pdoc says that the meds should help calm that down. I pray that it does.
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