I cannot see I am so upset I don't know what has happened my mind has just blitzed!

hours have passed and days or two or three I don't know?

something has upset me I don't want to get in my own way and I cannot I'm too sad.

I don't know what feelings are anymore I forgot to be mad

I am just sad

is this mania?...

it's so uncomfortable though powerful sad either way I cannot be bothered I'm so tired of it

and it will keep going it's gonna try and kill me I won't let it.

I am so exhausted but my emotions are running way too hot for me...

please I want to just be cool..

where does this mania come from

dumb look and mouth open...twisted fingers I don't know?

what the F'?