IwishIwasnotbroken has some good advice. Its been my experience that when you are down, no one wants to be around you and some people even like to kick you when you are down. It sucks that when you need people the most for depression help they aren't there and once you get a handle on it they return. A show of weakness...survival issues of our species...don't know. I guess thats why there are psychs to help us because our friends don't.