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Originally Posted by Rose76
Last night I just cried. My S/O had yelled at me on the phone because he got annoyed with me bawling. I get so disappointed when I turn to him for understanding and it isn't there. I will get over it. I am still in the hole. I haven't even been trying to climb out.
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Hi Rose.....So sorry you're hurting, and that this important person in your life has treated you so badly. Just some thoughts. When someone acts so thoughtlessly it indicates that THEY have a problem too, but because we suffer from this cruel mood disorder, we tend to turn things inward and things like this often get translated as proof that we are not worthy of better. But we do deserve to be treated with care and kindness.....everyone does. And btw, when I say all this I am talking to myself as well. It took me going to an awesome therapist to realize that the person I used to call my "best friend"....who ended up treating me very badly, was perhaps the one with worse problems than me. At least we acknowledge that we face challenges, and have the courage to work on them. Hopefully this made some sense, and I hope you find some comfort soon
Hugs ~whimsy