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SallyBrown · Oct 03, 2012, 01:00 PM

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Originally Posted by Antimatter

Sally,
Why not write him a letter and send it snail mail? Your email was sent in relation to your frustration of not understanding what was going on, and you have a right to your own feelings, including anger and rage. When people are traumatized, their impulse control and cognitive filter are one of the first things to go (at least with me they are).
Your therapist, although it really sounds like he is having issues, well, I wish he had been able to do this in a less destabilizing way. It sounds like he is destabilized at this point. That doesn't change the fact that what you are going through is absolutely hellish. I am rooting for you big time!!!! PM away, I can handle it

Thanks Anti

. I'll probably hold off on any contact at all... I felt ok just pouring my feelings out on him when I thought I could always go back to being his patient, but now that I know he wants/needs space, I don't feel ok invading that. He is actually supposed to let me know sometime this week about whether a consultation with his colleague will happen or not; if there is something I feel I need to say, I will say it after that.

I do miss him

. Writing about some of the good things he did in responses to other posts makes me miss the good stuff. Can't forget about all the bad stuff but there was good stuff, and I miss it today. I wish I could tell him that... I miss when I used to tell him everything...