Thanks for the advice bb2023.

I didn't get to talk to him about it that night, but the next night something more important came up and we got to talk about that. Funny enough I can't remember what it was now. It felt like a big deal at the time.

We still have more to talk about, but things are tough in his life right now so I'm trying to take things one day at a time. He had a panic attack the other day which to me is a normal thing, but to him it is new and a sign of weakness. I wasn't there, but was able to talk with him on the phone afterwards and he felt better. I'm worried of pressuring him, but at the same time I am annoyed with all these things that are in my head that need to come out. I wish I was better at this sort of thing.