Bi polar for 12+ years, mis-diagnosed for 4 years prior. Married 18+ year do not know how. Have 2 healthy, normal sons, do not how. Have not been able to keep a job longer than a year forever, if ever. 2 bankruptcies within the last 10 years and house close to foreclosure. Have psych and therapist over an hour away but that is the only care I trust around here. Had to borrow brother's car for two years because I could not afford one. The other car has 175 miles on it. Hard to get up in the am and take a bunch of pills to get through the day. Wife has been a teacher for 18+ years so lucky we have good insurance.

1 bright note is that I have been through the screening process for a job, I sell insurance, and the last step is I have to meet with the DM sometime hopefully next week. Job is 1.5 hour a way and involves driving and seeing folks in their home but I need a paycheck to get another car.

Sorry to unload. You can bill me for this session. Going to a new support group tonight and will report back. Thanks for listening.