i have heard that people in depression act calmer in the face of calamity, maybe that's why you were more complacent and compliant with meds at that time. looking back over my initial depression dx, yes i did not have much problem taking those meds.

just like you said Laura, i realize i have to build myself up to take my meds. it is 1pm and i still haven't taken them. i had no idea that's what i'm doing until you put words to it. i would've called it forgetting, but i'm not, i'm more like procrastinating. but i'll take them now, no changing until i meet with pdoc later this month.