I'm new to this. I'm 13 and I suffer from Bipolar Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Obesessive-Compulsive Disorder, General Axiety Disorder and ADHD. I also have a bad relationship with my family and I can't take it anymore.

My biological father molested me for 5 years and I can't stand the thought. It happened from the time I was born until I turned 5 and it's became very hard to deal with in the last couple months even though I went completely indifferent about it for 7 years. I'm getting flashbacks and I feel guilty and ashamed. He swears he never did it and I feel pressured and guilted by him into seeing him in therapy even though I haven't for a while.

My sister hates me. She never stops calling me retarded, stupid, annoying, mentally ill, freak and unstable and then she takes it back but I still feel hurt.

My mother's boyfriend is just ignorant.

I have a pretty good relationship with my mom but I usually end up screwing that up too.

We're starting family therapy this saturday and I'm really scared.
I can't even really talk to my therapist, she doesn't really listen and just throws in her own little two cents about me and tries to tell me how I feel. She mentioned puting me in a group home.

My mom (sometimes) and one friend are the only people I really feel comfortable talking with.