Do you guys stay really paranoid that people intend to hurt you in some way or that the "friends" you have really hate you and are waiting on the opportunity to backstab you or everybody is lying to you? And when you're trying to make a decision do you ever think there is a voice--like one in your head--giving the answer?

I know I must sound totally insane and probably in need of a hospital stay. All this is going on plus occasional hallucinations despite being on Seroquel. The visual ones had been pretty benign but my last one was a headless black woman in a white dress. I now have times of being convinced I'm going to see something terrifying if I look out a window or go into a dark room at night. I feel like a five year old. I'm just worried these are signs of full blown psychosis or something like schizophrenia.