((((kat20000))) I took care of my grandparents alone. My grandpa had to go to an alzheimer's unit abd Grandma had hospice. I
couldnT leave Grandma except hour a week when volunteer came and I went grocery shopping. My grandma wasnt abusive but it was the most difficult thing I ever did physically or emotionally. Your situation isn't safe. Your mom needs some professional help.
Please call the police yourself and tell them what is happening. My brother qas living with our mom who used to try and kill us. Last
year she was hospitalized when she tried to kill him and our stepdad. In July she was alone with our brother when he was shot in the head. Police ruled it a suicide, but I have my doubts. At the least , I think she let him bleed out before calling 911. She got a 200 k life insurabce policy. Your mom is trying to tell you something is wrong. Also, no one should have to live the way you are living. I agree with the above posts. A social worker can help , maybe a social worker from a mental hospital where she can be assessed if you call police.