Basically yeah, 20 sessions. Really feel I can talk to someone after 4 failed attempts at therapy and it is taken away as we are getting started. but she really did make me think and gave me a book to work on, it is far too hard to do alone, but the thought was nice.
right now I'd give anything to talk to her and tell her what's going on for me at the moment. She wouldn't give me the answer, she'd make me walk through it until I got to the answer. Not in my life have I ever been fond of someone so prone to giving me headaches from thinking so hard!