Yes thats exactly the acronym . I feel it alot. Like f.ck everything in this my my life right now, the pain, the judgers,the hatred, the sickness,the tiredness, the no value, the no money, no friends , no one to talk to, f.ck everything ... Its hard to be sick when no one understands you need special attention, like love even when you dont accept it. Its like saying I dont wanna be loved, but I want to be loved. I hate my life, but i want it to be right .. I dont understand, but I do