well as im sure you all know dealing with depression there are so many issues dont know where to start first i married a guy i met at 13 yrs old but did not get married until i was 20 had three children 2 are grown the youngest 13 i have always worked and have faught my depression all the way well probably tryed to ignore the truth but have always felt alone even though i have family and so called friends i dont trust anyone enough to tell what i dealt with as a child or what i really feel like now if im even sure i lost myself along time ago how do i start to find myself after all these years. thanks for listening