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Old Oct 03, 2012, 07:47 PM
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Originally Posted by LolaCabanna View Post
Anti, I went through similar feelings with my XT , I'm not very good with finality. I was able to process that loss with the help of my new T. It doesn't stop the hurt, but it's proof you can stop hurting over time and eventually this wont bother you like it does now.

I have gone from extreme rage/anger, to some rage/anger and I was upset about this at the time I wrote it. Things are getting less intense now, but I still feel all the feelings I felt at different times, and differing intensities. I don't think acceptance is here yet, but it will happen. My newT is really helping me, but it is hard now and I am trying to trust him. I am trying to trust me and my attachment issues. He seems very trustworthy and is really brilliant. I have hope.

Thanks everyone for your support throughout this! I wouldn't have made it without my PC family
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