Hello Lin-Lin. Welcome to our little place. I am glad you found us. I am sorry it has taken me so long to reply to your post. I was out of town yesterday and worked all day today.

I can understand going off the deep end when you got the news. It sounds like you are frightened and overwhelmed by it all. I am wondering if you could call a victims support group of some sort to get information on how to deal with the emotions that come with the prison release of an abuser. Since your usual stuff didn't help to keep you from hurting yourself maybe taking proactive steps toward your safety from this person will help.
You are in my thoughts,
Carrie

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft