trazedone is a sleep aid and an anti-depressant. you take a mood stabilizer too, right? how are you feeling now - are your eyes still dilated, chest pain? those 2 things worry me a lot.

i think it sounds like medicaid will approve you, and usually they will go back about 3 months and cover the medical bills. if you have to go to an ER, they can't turn you away. but hopefully you're feeling better and can avoid that. i know you said you don't like hospitals.