((((((Sezzie))))))
i'm so sorry u feel so bad, i wish there was something i could do to make it all go away...just trust me once u get thru this (and u will!!! nothing lasts forever!) u will be able to have the most amazing life and u'll be able to turn all the pain into smthn positive. i don't binge and purge, but self-harm from time-to-time and a strategy i use to stop myself is to put it off for an hour and go and do smthn else, and once the hour is up i don't really find i need to do it anymore so i don't. maybe it would work for binging n purging? could be worth a try.
Luv from the mainland (i.e. Chch)
Zombiette