Hi ZanaDee. I love your subject line "Hello, My name is self sabotage". I could really relate. I've been a member of this site for almost two months and it has been a real sanctuary for me. Lots of information and supportive people. It's a place I know is safe to go to at the end of the day no matter how bad the day has been.

I hope you find the comfort here as well. Best Wishes.