Hi,

Well we've had another fight. I'm upset as usual. I cant see my way forward with this relationship anymore. I wish I felt strong enough to break it off.

He discusses his insecurities, his jealousy..the fact that he is afraid of losing me but he is driving me away and he cant see it. He can be so sweet but I see a side to him I dont like.

We were talking on the phone and he was angry as usual and hung up on me. I called back and his daughter spoke to me who is only 15. She told me that she had defended me and told her father how rude he was being. She told me he does it with her every day. I hated that she got caught up in the argument. I have no idea what I am going to do. I cant tell you how disappointed I am with this man who could do no wrong in my eyes and who I thought the world of.

Thanks for listening.

Gez