Thanks again libbers

I play alot of video games for escapism. i like violent games RPG puzzle whatever. anything to escape. i draw to escape. i try my hardest to escape but its very hard and challenging for me. especially in therapy. i just wish this wasnt this hard. im sick of having my brain if that makes sense. i wish i could take it out for an hour. Not have the voices or thought of worries or memories or anything. just blankness. its hard.