The strange part is that we broke up about 6 months agp and I'd of anything to have her back but I dunno now, it seems I'm scared to be alone, like this new girl is not exactly set in stone. The strange thing is that the depression kicked in this time last year aswel. If I was more comfortable being with myself it might not be as hard? I'm back on my meds now I hope they work, the depression makes me not want to eat anything. Not had a decent meal in days.