Thanks, Blue, for all your kind words and encouragement. I appreciate it.

Genetic, thank you so much for all your advice recently on diet, etc. As for my husband, he does not create tension in that sense. He is fully on my side and supportive. I don't blame him for the one last chance thing. A person could only take so much. He has made 4 rules: No drinking, no drugs, no cheating, and no moving out. I think this should be expected from anyone in a relationship, especially one that involves children. I hurt them and I don't want to do that again.

As for the Klonopin, she hasn't prescribed it yet. She's waiting for my next appointment with her in 2 weeks to see how my dosage increase works out. She's on the fence about it because of my history of drinking and drug abuse and I can't say that I disagree with her. But she also thinks that I've been getting too little sleep and the agitation and anxiety is a concern as well. But with the dosage increase of Latuda, taking it last night for the first time at dinner, I was asleep by 8:30 and slept a good 10 hours! It was like taking Seroquel without the grogginess in the morning. I won't be taking it that early again!