Hello dear Lightyear780!
I completely understand your condition, its sad and tough but still resolvable
I can assure you this condition is temporary and you will feel better. Now you would be wondering that how can this condition be better? so here is the answer that you have all the capabilities that can take you out of your depression. First know why are you so sad and worried? probably because you need a good job and you are not getting it and then feeling low for it, and in this condition you need a hand to hold and a shoulder to cry, right?
If you want to be ok,then you don't need any counselor, I am sincerely saying this because I am pursuing my career as a Psychologist. You can help yourself, you have enough potential. Its just that you are unaware of the qualities that you posses. You are not a failure, avoid negative self talk and self pity. You can talk me if you need anymore help. You have internet connection and a Computer so you can get any online job on many freelance websites

Lots of loving blessings on your way, you are very beautiful
Kind regards
Taiba Tanjila