She was awesome!
She'd noticed I'd learnt a lot intellectualy, but emotionally was still in a similar place.
She must have said twice that she wants to help me. That this was not going to be easy, that we need to be honest and open, that she's going to make me feel my emotions in order for me to work through them.
It felt good to hear she wanted to help me.
She said during the day I can leave messages for emergencies and otherwise mustn't think twice about the hospital. We even discussed if it had been necessary today because I was honest with her.
I want this to work. I told her this was the final straw of make or break