Aww Trippin, know how you feel.
Have you been being more active, not eating enough, or just loosing for no apparent reason?
I know how it feels to not feel like a women, child size forever.

You are still beautiful and plenty womanly.... just gotta see it yourself.
I am gonna start thinking of myself of as a women with fair qualities, maybe even fairy qualities, Maybe small but still beautiful, maybe look frail, but so very strong. Feel like there are misnomers attached to my size, but I'll just try to work with it.
I remember at my last job, everyone would always try to "help" me, thought I was too small to reach, to small to lift, too small for this for that. Finally I had to tell them to stop, because it made me feel incapable.

No I think I do get it. I got it too, not got the womanly curves, chest, butt, hips, legs.... yeah know all about that.

Got the ed and the hate of being small all at the same time, if that ain't a messy confusion... don't know what is.