What would you tell me to do about this Trippin? Probably not to give up, to embrace myself. I know it's hard, but feeling like crap forever about your self is harder. Letting go of some idea we have about what we should be is hard too, but it doesn't belong.

Look at me, I am still considering a boob job, I even have the financial part lined up, only thing holding me back right now is that I cannot decided which is the right choice. I not only have no chest, but I feel it is deformed from pregnancies and nursing. I am almost willing to under go the knife, which is dangerous alone, to have bags of stuff that can be dangerous stuffed into my body. That is actually pretty sad, that I feel like this, it's not healthy. Which is why I am still trying to decide what to do. If it was not for the deformed feeling I could be past this already, but that one is holding me down. And they are not deformed, it is all in my freaking head.

Just know trippin, that you are not alone in feeling this way, tons and tons of women across the globe feel it too, somehow there has to be a way past it. It serves no benefit to us at all.

How did you fail yourself, by letting your body naturally grow to what it is supposed to be?