I failed bcoz nothing I've tried has worked... Eating plans, supplements, body building milkshakes, pills, birth control, I cant even think of what else. Tried loving myself as is, self-help, even some therapy, I finally accepted that I will never feel whole. Nothing has worked. I'd have a boob job in a heartbeat. Its my longterm financial goal. I want it more than I want my own place to live, or a car of my own. I dont care about risks... What am to do except give up and feel crap?