You are not deformed. You can wear v-necks, tube tops, swimming suits, you can.

If you really want to there are ways around a boob job, maybe this is not my best advice, but it did help me feel better, there are silicone inserts you can buy, they are pretty cheap here, like 7 bucks at walmart Don't know if you that there) even.. you can even put these into a bikini top, there are padded bras that are well, stuffed to the brim underneath that push even the smallest girl way up and out. I have a few that are not just your regular padded bra, they are like a push up level 4 --- intense. That is one option. And ya that is what I do, it does help me feel better, maybe it's superficial, but it makes me feel better the same way putting makeup on makes people feel better.

Just want you to feel better, and I def want you to feel whole. And I do not want you to miss anything.