((((INKY))))) This goes way beyond embarassment for you.. .YOU MUST BE HONEST!!!! What you are doing puts your health at risk to begin with...but if the MD does NOT know all that you are doing.... YOU COULD BE PUTTING YOUR LIFE at risk... or at the very least grave illness.
Don't put the doctor in the role of judging you... that isn't the doctor's job...you are hiring the doctor to give you good advice and give you whatever meds can help you... you MUST tell!!!! Tell, and take advice under "advisement." OK????