so my therapist has laryngitis, but asked me to come to session today anyway. it was very different to see her ill, as she's never been sick in the four years i've been seeing her. something about it makes me worried (which is irrational, i know). i'm also feeling really vulnerable. i think i figured out that she is such a "protective" figure in my life, and for her to be not as strong right now makes me feel not as safe.

anyway, nothing profound, but i just wanted to share..