I'm going to have to go to work soon and I know i'm going to get hurt out there even more then I am now.

Competition, power, mean and rude people is what I'm going to have to face. I'm not strong enough to do this.

If i could just stay home, I would. Not because I'm lazy, i almost never stop around my home, but because I am more safe. I don't belong out there. I don't understand this world, I can't be part of it, I can't do this.

I also know there is nothing nobody can do for me. It's just the way I am. I don't want to be part of this world.

Thank you for reading this!
nightdream