Thanks IZ, and please rest assured, that you did not make me feel bad, I've always valued your input, since day 1... Idk maybe that b.itch barbie is to blame, it feels too far back to be visual media... Yes, I blame her, and my parents who thought 13 was the age to grow out of being a tomboy and bought the damn doll... Thats all I got, barbie, and my sister who's been referring to me as 'lollipop' for the last 8yrs... Maybe barbie planted the seed that sister greedily watered...