I suffer from bipolar with an emphasis on depression. I have been hospitalized twice so you can imagine how bad the depression was. With the medication I take I am free from almost all of the depression but some things still bother me. Why can't I get myself into the shower? Sometimes I don't bathe for a week or wash my hair. I don't know why. I used to shower daily but now I come up with some excuse every day not to. I know that I procrastinate but this is ridiculous. Why am I like this now?