How else do you show you care?
I've been seeing her since May-ish? 5 months? She never encourages me or tells me I'm doing well or tells me I'm slipping backwards or really gives me anything at all. I sit in her office week after week and I tell her all of this stuff and I get absolutely nothing in return. I missed when my appointment "Would have been" today. I'm feeling really disillusioned disappointed and just done with therapy.
If I'm the one with problems why do I have to do all the work? I need some support. I need her to tell me to keep trying or to toughen up or just... show me SOMEWAY that she gives a damn. But she won't because she doesn't.
I refuse to believe that this is how therapy is supposed to be. Because this is ****ed up and just not right. Seriously, who stands on a ship watching someone drown? No, you don't have to risk your own life by getting in the water, but you could at least yell some encouragement!!
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