Still no chill, except for in the air. I was trying to figure out how to do that in my other thread, but..

But now I am not not chilling, I am not doing either. I feel like my brain is stuck in something sticky, and my body is stuck there with it. Something is going on and I don't know what it is.

I am not overly or underly stressed, or worried or anything. Sleep happens, well some nights, last night. Stuck in a swamp of something gooey, which would be perfectly fine if the timing was right. This isn't really the time for what ever it is, cause I do need to do stuff right now.

My feelings are fine, I am not down or up, I don't think I am numb, I just don't know what I am, or where I am at the moment. I don't think I like this. Little purgatory here and there. Waiting to be put down somewhere.

I am used to stuff moving forward, or backwards, up or down, when it just halts... I seriously don't comprehend. That isn't part of the middle world that we live in, unless you die.

What is this place??