Thanks DH, that's the thing, it's not foggy, It's not zombie, I been there many times, remember those ones really well. I don't know how to explain it, which is why I feel so uncomfortable. Cause ya know I like to know every bit, bit of a controller over my stuff.

It feels like, my soul left.... like something important left. But my feelings are ok, I did check I thought they were not, but they are intact. Sorry I dunno, just troubles me when I cannot put words to what it is, or I don't know what it is.

Maybe I need to go roll around in a forest or something and try to suck up somethings energy. Cause I feel like someone stole the energy that makes me be me overnight. Sounds a wee bit paranoid, maybe it left on it's own accord, I feel really uncomfortable like this.

and to you both.

Wish I could have explained this right the first time. I suck with words and description.