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Old Oct 04, 2012, 05:45 PM
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Originally Posted by Anika. View Post
Thanks DH, that's the thing, it's not foggy, It's not zombie, I been there many times, remember those ones really well. I don't know how to explain it, which is why I feel so uncomfortable. Cause ya know I like to know every bit, bit of a controller over my stuff.

It feels like, my soul left.... like something important left. But my feelings are ok, I did check I thought they were not, but they are intact. Sorry I dunno, just troubles me when I cannot put words to what it is, or I don't know what it is.

Maybe I need to go roll around in a forest or something and try to suck up somethings energy. Cause I feel like someone stole the energy that makes me be me overnight. Sounds a wee bit paranoid, maybe it left on it's own accord, I feel really uncomfortable like this.

and to you both.

Wish I could have explained this right the first time. I suck with words and description.
Oh, I've felt like that before. Just like something is missing.

I used to be very in tune to my energy. And then, I don't know what happened. I felt like something or someone cut the cord that gave me that ability, and I just didn't feel right. I couldn't ground myself any more. I was a really good meditator. Like.... I could do the whole "out of body" thing really easily. I could be hypnotized so easy, like if someone was doing hypnosis on someone else,I would fall under, too...

But, after that happened, not any more... I don't know what it is... I've been trying to gain it back for a long time. I hope that's not what happened for you. Because, I struggle now, my mind won't go quiet (not that it was quiet before, but I could work around it.) And I just felt totally disconnected, and I've never felt re-connected like I was before, and I hate it!

So, yeah, go walk in the forest. Or even go yoga in the forest. If you have a forest use it. I would love to have a forest. (Lucky Canadian...)
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