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Originally Posted by Psychicbaby323
I don't think she is watching you drown. She can't "save" you. You have to start swimming and want to save yourself. Maybe if you start to swim, make the call, tell her how you REALLY feel and what you need, she will throw you a life raft.
Have you talked with your T about the things you feel you need? Can you give her a chance to help you and just make an appointment to tell her how terrible she is? If she is any good she knows exactly what is going on with you, but you can't give up.
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I'm not going to pay $60 so I can point out her flaws. I don't believe that therapists are these magical people who intrinsically know what's best for us. I do not have faith that this is part of her grand plan. I made it very clear to her a few days ago via text that I'm sick of her always casting me in the victim role and that I'm very frustrated with things. She has chosen not to respond. I'm not going to play the role of "the clingy girlfriend" and try to make her act right or give me what I need. If a therapist cannot or does not see ONE single occasion over FIVE MONTHS of therapy where some encouragement or calling out on BS might be necessary, there is nothing I can say to her in one session that's going to make her "get it". She has made 0 attempts in these 5 months and has done nothing to show me that she actually cares about me.
I'm just done.
Burnt out, used up, empty, and done.
I don't know what's next for me and its probably going to suck balls but I refuse to do the same thing over and over and hope for different results. Clearly this is not working for me.