I'm mad , I'm sad , I'm pissed , I'm in a rage, I'm suicidal,I'm wanting to self harm, I want to slap the hell out of my husband, I'm tired of always feeling like a damn burden, I'm tired of having to explain to people that have no damn clue that I have 2 illnesses that cant be see , I'm Tired of Panic and Anxiety daily that will soon blow me into a million pieces , I'm tired of my brain that is incapable of slowing down , The constant overthinking of evey single thought that has been in my head or soon will or questioing in my mind every damn comment my husband makes or friends or the entire world and the stupid *** cashier at walmart . Better add sick of the parania also , I'm tired of the visual hallucination and the auditory hallucinations..

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