I feel like this...



but I am so damn empty I don't know what I'm looking at when I see my reflection....I guess not much if it really went that way

I'm on the other side of death....the arse-end of suicide!

there is nothing here no flames no screaming idiots no epileptic fish!
I am already dead I killed myself ages ago not long on the galactic clock but every moment is like a year for me and a really crappy one too

and the more time passes the more evidence accumulates to prove what a failure I am here and....I died over and over when I sleep I never want to wake up.

tomorrow is already today made up of ******** yesterdays and I'm a freaking mess empty beyond suicide I cannot die anymore I am already dead...

if anything??

I killed myself back to life every time I tried...

and damn it's so hot in here...!!



so yeah...sure I don't want to be here either

a 51 50

but who's counting?