Aw it sux you aren't feeling good.

I'm sure your not a failure though, even if you feel like one right now.

Bipolar is a nasty little creature sometimes... Hopefully soon she gives you a break so you can feel ok again

Is radelaide hot today? I'm in Melbs, hiding from the sun too...

Anyway, I digress. Please trust things will get better, and hold out in the meantime. I know you have a huge positive impact on the lives of the people who use this forum, and I don't think that is failing at all.