Thanks lovies xoxox

The hugest problem i think for me is when I struggle with being creative. Being an artist of many talents, when I can't come up with ideas, I feel stagnant and it makes me depressed.

That on top of the fact that I can feel winter coming, and having just been fired again and the upcoming struggle with disability again (see, I told them it was too hard for me, my doctor told them it was too hard for me... but then again, if they listened that would make sense hee hee)

Simon, Excellent words. Thanks for giving me a reminding little boost as to what I have around me. I have been spending the day working on my website, and chatting on msn with friends. Had a hot bath, which helped my back to not be so sore.

you really hit on exactly what I am experincing simon. Well put. Actually helped me put it in perspective a bit. Sometimes I flounder with defining feelings.

Angie & Pat - Bless you both. I will be sure to remember the safety net of your friendship when/if things get worse.